please dont eat me's Journal

Thursday, November 25, 2004

12:08AM - here comes a better version of me

this new perfect circle album fucking ROCKS MY SOCKS.

if you didnt know kids, ive moved. new me. new everything. away from the bullshit, away from the pain.

if youre smart, you can find me.
til later,
n

xoxoxox

Current mood: amused
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Friday, May 7, 2004

12:19PM

FEAR my gigantic toe of DOOM!!!


it is bigger than your head!!!

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Wednesday, May 5, 2004

1:24AM



curtis, the guinea pig, is dead.
i found this out while driving on the turnpike today. he died two weeks ago of what is believed to be a brain tumor. he went into seizures then was taken to the vet where he was given valium. he continued to seizure and died a short while later. i was not told because my parents didnt think i could handle that and finals at the same time. little do they know i failed my finals anyway because of lack of sleep! ha ha. he he. ho ho.

all who knew him will agree, he was the coolest fucking pig ever.
he is buried in the back yard, under a rock bearing his name and the words, "some pig" (see: babe... my moms a cheeseball).


see ya later piggie.

Current mood: sad
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Monday, May 3, 2004

3:19AM

funny how when youre in one of those moods everything seems to speak to you. that video for that song that expresses what youre feeling so perfectly comes on and it just makes you more miserable and confused.

wondering if all this is happening for a reason.

we slide through sheets
with whispers behind us
and screams ahead.


looking back at things ive written, seeing how quickly things can change. knowing the things i feel but not sure what they mean.

the truth isnt pretty, kids. and no matter how well you think you know me, i can always surprise you. i can lie just as easily as you can.

do you know how ashamed i was? to let you overpower me?
did i have a choice?

this post just went from nonspecific to specific.

close my eyes
but i still feel you

i suppose i could only hide from it for so long.

lets make lies
pretty little ones
grow and grow

forgotten words
that led me on
further and further
into stormy skies

promises made and left behind
fear ill never find the truth
crushed beneath the weight
of your mistakes

letters already sent
with wishes on every sheet
time passed so fast for us
but never quick enough

lies you swear werent true
mistaken passion
an object of your lust

different definitions of the same emotion
pushing me towards false truths
smiling the whole way

they said the same thing about you
right after you raped me

too late you say
too soon i said
but never able
to meet in the middle

ill piece together
and reconsider
all that i have left

inspiration is found in the most painful places

hold me a little longer
well wish on far-away stars
pretending someone will listen

pages and pages of life unwritten


italics just means i didnt write it today.
dont go crazy misinterpreting. it might not even be about you.

Current mood: crushed

Saturday, May 1, 2004

9:08PM

we need to talk.

yes, you.

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Thursday, April 29, 2004

4:40AM

why do they show infomercials late at night? do they assume the people awake are awake because theyre in the mood to shop? or maybe we just get so fucking suggestable when were completely exhausted. i never considered that the fact im broke might be related to my insomnia.

did you know the magic bullet only takes up as much space as a coffee cup? it can chop garlic, ground coffee, make smoothies, mix up omlette ingredients, make alfredo sauce and many other things. all in less than ten seconds. and its only $99.99.

Current mood: awake
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Monday, April 26, 2004

7:27PM

hey
im done with classes now.

yay!!!!!!!!!!!!!
only two finals over the next week. lots of sleep and reading coming my way!!! oh, and lots of AMI as well :) :) :) and anyone else who wants to hang out before i disappear in.... one week!

p.s.Collapse )

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Saturday, April 24, 2004

2:16PM

i could use a hug or some company right about now.
just having one of those crud days.

Current mood: uncomfortable
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Saturday, April 10, 2004

1:56AM

"you know what you need? one of those repetative noise machines... here, just leave your phone on all night. *wsssssh wsssssssh ca-caw ca-caw*"

-herr bloom

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Wednesday, April 7, 2004

2:26PM - sitting on a cornflake

WHY THE FUCK DID YOU DO THIS?????
and why do i feel like a horrible person because of something YOU did?

it didnt just happen.

liar.
fuck this
fuck class.
im going home

Current mood: nauseated
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Saturday, April 3, 2004

6:18AM

self pityCollapse )

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4:48AM

NEWS FLASH: I AM AN OVERBEARING AGGRAVATING MEAN BITCH. I AM ALSO HEARTLESS AND COLD.

boys stay away, ill ruin your life.

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Thursday, March 11, 2004

2:16AM - all i ever wanted was to love you.

how can i prove that you mean everything to me?


you have no idea how pathetic i am when it comes to you.

Wednesday, February 18, 2004

10:08PM

why?

because i loved you all along, and if you cant see that, then you just dont want to.

theres so much more to say. but what could make a difference in your mind? so easily you forget everything you and i said. everything we experienced might as well have never happened.

i only wanted to spend forever with you.
i love you, and always will,

n

Saturday, February 7, 2004

4:39PM

puppies!!!Collapse )

Current mood: accomplished
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Wednesday, January 28, 2004

8:43PM

they got so many responses cuz this girl is such an idiot.

The Bible clearly states that homosexuality is a sin. God created male and female (Genesis 2:20-24) to unite, become one flesh, and procreate. Not only did He not originally design male/male or female/female relationships, but also physically, our bodies are not made for that.

read it

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Wednesday, January 14, 2004

8:17PM - lalala...

every night i go to bed, hoping the phone will ring during the night.
and then when i wake up in the morning, realizing first thing that it hasnt, i want to rip my own face off.

Friday, October 17, 2003

1:47PM - storytime with nancy

so theres lots of squirrels on my campus. and sometimes they get hit by cars. when squirrels get run over their guts shoot out of their mouth.

someone took one of the dead squirrels and tied it around someones doorknob using the intestines. the squirrel was stuffed in between the lock and the door handle. then a dalys (the name of our cafeteria) menu was squished into is skull.

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11:57AM

bang bang
school shootings!!! fun stuff. i am gonna go look for myself on the news cuz i was walking behind the guy they were interviewing!!! hehehe. but yea, that article doesnt even tell the half of it.

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Saturday, September 27, 2003

8:08PM

gigantic photo fun!Collapse )

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